unblocking chakras and wound in gemini

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Okay, I know I am going to sound hella woowoo for writing about unblocking my chakras but this is where I am at ; so that is that. As I am writing this, I am observing judging myself ; yup totally catching myself in the moment. It’s okay, we are all works in progress. So, for the past couple of months, I have been doing a variety of meditations and breathing exercises to unblock my chakras. I wish l could say it was for purely spiritual reasons (I mean a good chunk of my motivations are spiritual related) BUT one core reason I began unblocking my chakras are money related. 

If a person’s body is tense and rigid, hence, the chakras are going to be blocked, thereby blocking the flow of energy, creativity, abundance. Abundance in all forms AND, also money. 

I have decided I want to create a life FULL of abundance, creativity, laughter, adventure, curiosity, travel, writing ; all sorts of things. I recently learned blocked chakras can affect attracting money and the ability to co-create a life that one truly desires.

I have been surprised by how much more energy I have since I have started this practice. Very curious. 

A couple of weeks ago, I found out what my wound in chiron is ; it is Chiron in Gemini: The Wound of Words. First of all, when I recall all of the past life memories where I wind up strangled to death, the Chiron in Gemini makes absolute sense to me.

The way I think of the chiron wound (which is from astrology, for those who don’t know) is a wound that is a core and steady theme throughout one’s life and apparently throughout multiple lives. This wound is thought of as a core wound that tends to show up repetitively until it is healed. At first, I did my math wrong and thought my wound was in Cancer which is the Wound of Family and/or Abandonment. I also related to this because I do totally have abandonment issues, however, after thinking about it more deeply, I know my Wound of Words has been such a consistent source of pain for me. Far more than my fucked up family history. 

Then, I think more about this current lifetime and how as a kid I had a terrible stutter that made me feel very self conscious. I really struggled to convey with words how I felt or what was on my mind. I just let people assume and guess because at the time I just did not have the tools to freely and assertively express what I needed to express. Which was one reason why I worried, up until my late 20’s, that I was stupid. Going through school was a major hardship. I know now that I am hella intelligent, but it has been a journey. 

So my Wound in Gemini is The Wound of Words. It is a curious thing that I often get stuck at my throat chakra when I am doing any kind of unblocking exercise. It makes sense and at times I feel very frustrated that healing this chakra is taking more time and effort. However, I do realize this is when I get to practice patience and self-compassion which are always detailed lessons. It’s a curious situation. It is not surprising. It is just something I will continue to work through. One day at a time.

Music I listened to while writing this:

From Meditative Mind on YouTube Root Chakra (LAM Chanting)